Sometimes I don't want to talk about what is bothering me... Sometimes I just want a hug... Someone who will let me cry...


May 18, 2008

OPTION


















BRIGADA ESKWELA tom, need to report in ACA and enrol CONS. ELEC. at PMTC. Tuesday, maybe, still indefinite, I’ll go in MANILA..need to relax and reflect and make plan B, C to Z.

The only thing I am sure permanent about me is my status as DepEd employee. Though teaching is really not my dream, I am thankful I am here, sharing my life with children.

Right now, my attention is on my bahay-BAHAYAN. By July, SANA, I will be able to get the lot at Tal. Next Year, or after my responsibility in A.L., I’ll start the construction, it’s good we’ll have huge increase in our sal. by then.

I just want to have something I could run when I want to be away from the world. And live free even for a while.
I want to enjoy again the things I’ve been missing since my fam moved here in Cab. The tree, they remind me that some things never go, they just grow.
The birds, they make me realize that some things will be better if we let them go.
Gusto kong sabay na gawin ang manood ng mga stars at pagmasdan ang mga lupang hindi matanaw. I want to make myself believe there is still something good about this life. Kahit simple lang ang lahat. Kahit mag-isa ko lang.