SAKIT SA ULO.. pero smile pa din:)

na-reformat laptop ko kaya nawala lahat ng files.. napakasakit sa ulo.. CPR, Consolidation, at 18-E, 'yung sa promotion wala na.. tapos hindi ko maiinstall ng matino 'yung sa internet at ang pinakamasakit sa ulo, nawawala 'yung cd ng printer kaya wala akong matapos na report..

Fix Fix Fix..

i don't know where to start picking the pieces.. but at this point, all i know is it's about time.. the best time to reformat my whole life after all the wait and struggle to save the lost times..
sorry to me for his lies.. and sorry to him for my share of lies..
waking up from being just a trophy girlfriend is never that easy.. one of the worst feelings you could feel.. but if i never came to it, i would forever feel undeserving to someone who is also not worthy of the love i wish to give..
ang hirap isipin na lahat ng bagay na pinapangarap mo noon at ipinaglalaban, sa bandang huli itatapon mo lang din pala..
kailangan ko ng harapin ang realidad.. tanggapin ang katotohanan na wala naman talagang kapupuntahan ang lahat.. na kahit ga'no pa 'ko katagal maghintay, wala ng magbabago at mangyayari.. tapos na.. tama na..
masakit pa din pala.. pero okay na din.. lilipas din naman 'to.. magiging okay din ako..

OF ALL THE THINGS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQ-ZQzuKXwQ

F Salon

i had my hair short again after a long time.. yes, something went wrong.. something made me hate myself to the point i came up to this ugly decision.. i hate this day.. this is one of those times i would never look back..

After Two Weeks...

Gumuho na naman ang mundo ko.. Ewan ko ba..
But I got to try to be at my best all the time, if not for myself, at least for the kids..
It still hurts like before, it still feels like the whole me is breaking..
But I can't let anyone see the weakness.. I know I can pass this alone..
It's just one of those storms that will eventually end and go..
I also know that I can always pick up the pieces and reconstruct my world over and over again..
The only thing that somehow lightens the heavy feeling the realization brought inside me, the fact that someone is there beside me even I tend to close my door at times..
I should thank A.J. for melting the walls of my cold cold heart.. The only person who got the guts to care to someone like me..