WHATS FOREVER FOR?

i dont knw wer i got d courage 2 utter ITS OKAY wen he said gudbye 2 me. maybe i was able 2 hide dat it didnt afect me but d truth is it wasnt dat simple.. it meant a lot.. and it took a lot. i felt a sense of being lost. sudenly i felt afraid. didnt knw how i wud make each day without dat person hu always makes me feel beter when d rest of d world breaks me..
maybe there wil come a point n our lives dat standing alone is a must. we may stumble and fall along d way but even2ali learning wil take its place. because dats life, we shud learn 2 acept dat there is rili no permanent but CHANGE..

WHERE'S MY TEDDY?

Life was never the same again since the day he opted to disconnect with me... maybe since that day, i've learned to grow up... i was forced to be independent emotionally... 'cause aside from V, he is the only person i knew who could see and understand me, the way i am...
perhaps, i get sad because my birthday is near, maybe i want to spend that day with him, just like before, no matter how complicated the situation may seem...
maybe he is no longer with me physically, but he will forever stay here in my heart because of all the lessons that he taught me and all the ideals and aspirations that he constructed in me that instigate me to be a better person at all times...

"WHEREVER YOU ARE RIGHT NOW, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM MISSING YOU SO MUCH"... -Bi

DISAPPOINTED

someone fabricated a story that she wasn't well-informed about the details of cookfest in nutrition month celebration,  which i am the coordinator... our head called for a meeting just because of that... i wanted to scream and slap on her face that not all things are need to be spoon-feed... that we have COMMON SENSE, what we need to do is USE IT... but i chose to be silent... she will be happier if i blew my temper... i don't know what does she wants to prove for everything... there's no need for me to say anything to defend myself because i am not guilty...  as far as i know, i've done all the best that i could to make the program successful.. after all, the event is not for the teachers, it's for the KIDS....