Lots of things happened for the past six months… Lots of tears were shed… Lots of pain was felt… Lots of sacrifices were made… Lots of instances no hope was left…
There were times I wish to regret the things and people I chose… But I know that could not change what had been.. My life is not programmed in power director that I could remove some circumstances I dragged myself into… What I only wanted to achieve in my life is peace within… My heart was filled with pain and anger that I could not breathe sometimes… I knew if I would not overcome them, I will always feel defeated and I will live in vain forever… I’ve learned that all those wounds will only heal when I would learn to forgive myself… Because that’s the only time I could also give forgiveness to those people who broke me… Forgiveness means accepting the things that cannot be changed… damages that cannot be repaired…
I’ve realized that when you get older, it is a must to face everything all by yourself… as a matured person you should try to start and end each day you are okay, if not for yourself, for the people who need you and believe in you… At all times we just need to be at our strongest to get through…
I’ve stepped on to another level of maturity but I know that there’s a lot more that will test me... My spirit may go on low mode sometimes but I will make sure that whatever happens, I’ll stick on my faith with god…