SEE?

mali nga siguro ako... maling-mali ako sa mga ginawa ko, ang sama pa ng ugali ko.. okay na yon...nawala na ang lahat sa akin kaya ano pa ba ang panghihinayangan at pagsisisihan ko?


gusto ko na lang ayusin ang buhay ko sa ngayon at itahimik ang isip ko...


okay lang ako... sa napakadaming pagkakataon, alam ko na walang hindi nababago ang panahon...

JONATHAN

Gusto kitang akapin ng mahigpit at sabihin sayo na mahal na mahal na mahal kita..Pero wala akong magawa ngayon kundi umiyak na lang, gaya noong umalis ka... Ayokong umalis ka non kasi ayokong mag-isa... Pero alam ko na hindi ko pwedeng ipagkait sayo yung pagkakataon na makabangaon ulit. Mahal kita kaya kahit mahirap para sa akin na umalis ka, hinayaan kita.. Tanggap ko lahat. kahit hindi mo nga ako maidate dati, hindi naman ako naghanap.. Masaya na ko sa 7 eleven lang, basta kasama kita.. Hindi naman na natin inexpect na makasampa ka pa, blessing na lang na nakaalis ka ulit. Hindi kita iiwanan kahit na anong mangyari.. Naalala mo nung hindi ka makalakad dati at hindi ka matayo, inalagaan kita. PINUPUNASAN PA KITA, LAHAT-LAHAT haha! Lagi mo yong iisipin. Hanggang sa pagtanda ko, hanggang kaya ko, aalagaan kita at pupunasan kita... Isa lang naman ang hiling ko sayo, huwag na huwag mo kong lolokohin, dun kita hinding-hindi papatawarin... Mahal na mahal kita, Langgam! See you soon!

CAMOTENESS at CITY OF PINES

POWERPUFF @SUMMER CAPITAL

on the roads of sayote city

WELCOME TO BAGUIO CITY

@PANGASINAN

LoooOng HAIR:)

CHEEKS!!!

Itchayness

ABOUT TRUE FRIENDSHIP

Baboy dropped by in the house a while ago. Hehe, am referring to Epeng, that’s how we call each other coz we are both FAT. We talked about anything and everything. About Tsek. About what happened before in the rendezvous with Langgam’s party. About her plan with B**** tonight. :) We just laughed about our foolishness. And we are planning to lose weight for the coming days lolsss! Am really excited!

It’s really a nice feeling to be with the people who do not mind if you’re hands get dirty when you eat, who do not care if your hair is in a disaster mode, who do not see you as somebody else but just that plain person that you are. They are the ones who love us unconditionally, the ones who do not and will not compete with us, secretly, and the ones who do not and will not EVER let us down, unconsciously. They are what we called TRUE FRIENDS.

Thanks, Ateng! Happy chicharon day tom. C U again:) -Diche

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN:

Why you are so worried about my absence does my presence matter? If your biggest concern is to deride about how I dress, how I think, how I speak, how I relate with other people, how I live my life, go find all of my fault. After all it’s not me who is the problem here. It’s you who were not taught of good manners by your parents and right conduct of your church. Be reminded that individuals are different and it’s only a big deal to those who don’t understand. I’m not asking you to appreciate me, us. Just don’t waste your precious time disparaging about all the people around you as if you are a saint. NOBODY IS PERFECT, and so are you?

Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Stop hating me. We can be friends, you know. We can drink together, you know. Play games with me and my folks, you know. It’s more fun to be friends with other people, you know. Just let me know. I’ll be the one to break the walls you built and make a bridge.  SMILE: )

STIT

I wish I’m sharing with you all the details about my life. I wish to share with you my happiness and my sadness, and yours to me as well. But most of the time you make me feel that you don’t care anymore. I have never imagined time would bring us to this point we are more than strangers to each other. I know I could never change the circumstances and I would never want to regret them just to bring you back. Things happened. So sad, our friendship was the price.

I just want you to know that you will always be a part of me. I owe you lots of things and I will not forget that. You will forever be my bestfriend. –BUDANG

PWERSA ng mga ABUNAS

A Memory of my Beloved TSEK;(

Time can bring you down, time bend your kness

Time can break your heart, have you begging please

BEGGING PLEASE...

Tears in Heaven, BABY;(

ABUNAS kami kaya MASAYA kami:)

ANG CONTROVERSIAL NA SISIG, bow!

My First Day BACK TO WORK

FOR MY LITTLE ANGEL

we learned that i was pregnant a day before jon's flight to sydney. he was hesitant to leave because we're not married, he knew my pregnancy will cause me troubles in my profession. but i don't give a damn if i would lose everything. from that moment it was confirmed, thats all that matters to me. and i was so proud i'll be a mom. but one morning i woke up i was bleeding. i lost my baby already. i felt my world stopped, i almost gone insane.

it was the most painful experience that i've ever had. each day i'm trying to be strong but deep inside me i know the sadness will never go away. i will forever grieve for my little angel... but i love you so much baby, i want you to rest in peace.. see you in heaven!

i'm always listening to this song, because if ever i would meet in heaven my little angel i'm wishing he/she knows even just my name.. all i want is to hear he/she calls me MOMMY RIZZA.

HAPPY HEART'S DAY!!!

Para sa nag-iisang lalaki na inakyat ko sa bahay namin.. Sa nag-iisang lalaki na ipinagluluto ko... Sa nag-iisang lalaki na ipinaglalaba ako, pinaplantsa ang uniform ko at ipinagtitimpla ako ng kape... hehe! Sa nag-iisang lalaki na tumatagal sa tantrums ko at umaakap sa akin kapag umiiyak ako.. Sa nag-iisang lalaki na hindi ako tinalikuran at handang gawin ang lahat huwag lang akong mawala sa kanya... Sa nag-iisang lalaki na nagpapangiti at nagpapasaya sa akin... Sa nag-iisang lalaki na gusto kong makasama habangbuhay... Uulit-ulitin ko ding sabihin sa'yo na mahal na mahal na mahal kita, Jonathan Vicencio.. 

STANDING STRONG TOGETHER.. FOREVER...

I need to smile again, after all:)

COPING

I am missing ACA so much, I want to go back to work it’s just that I know it would be best for me to take this chance to regain myself, not just physically, but also the part that holds who I am, because it wasn’t just a usual wound, it wasn’t just a simple lost.

I’ve been through a lot of downs in my life, and this is the most painful experience that twisted the whole me. I honestly don’t know how I will get by with all the muddles that confront me afterwards. I cannot play that indomitable character in me at this instance. And I realized, I can’t be plucky all the time and that, I am only human, I also need to weep.

I’ve been trying to keep all these anguish to myself. Last night, I couldn’t help it; I burst to Jon. And I thank him so much for remaining strong for me at this point that I am very frail. I promise him that I will not allow this defeat me. I will just let this linger for some time. I will wail it all until most, if not all, of the gashes will be alleviated. Perhaps when my break from work is over, I will be able to bounce back and restore my guts to face the world again.

Goodbye, ANGEL!

There are wounds that no one and nothing could heal but our acceptance and willingness to let go and let God...

As I face the next page of my life, I would like to thank those people who joyed with my happiness when I had that greatest gift from above, those who backed me up with their prayers when I was fighting for the chance and those who lift me at this point of grief.. Thank you all so much... I will be fine...