HAPPY HEART'S DAY!!!

Para sa nag-iisang lalaki na inakyat ko sa bahay namin.. Sa nag-iisang lalaki na ipinagluluto ko... Sa nag-iisang lalaki na ipinaglalaba ako, pinaplantsa ang uniform ko at ipinagtitimpla ako ng kape... hehe! Sa nag-iisang lalaki na tumatagal sa tantrums ko at umaakap sa akin kapag umiiyak ako.. Sa nag-iisang lalaki na hindi ako tinalikuran at handang gawin ang lahat huwag lang akong mawala sa kanya... Sa nag-iisang lalaki na nagpapangiti at nagpapasaya sa akin... Sa nag-iisang lalaki na gusto kong makasama habangbuhay... Uulit-ulitin ko ding sabihin sa'yo na mahal na mahal na mahal kita, Jonathan Vicencio.. 

STANDING STRONG TOGETHER.. FOREVER...

I need to smile again, after all:)

COPING

I am missing ACA so much, I want to go back to work it’s just that I know it would be best for me to take this chance to regain myself, not just physically, but also the part that holds who I am, because it wasn’t just a usual wound, it wasn’t just a simple lost.

I’ve been through a lot of downs in my life, and this is the most painful experience that twisted the whole me. I honestly don’t know how I will get by with all the muddles that confront me afterwards. I cannot play that indomitable character in me at this instance. And I realized, I can’t be plucky all the time and that, I am only human, I also need to weep.

I’ve been trying to keep all these anguish to myself. Last night, I couldn’t help it; I burst to Jon. And I thank him so much for remaining strong for me at this point that I am very frail. I promise him that I will not allow this defeat me. I will just let this linger for some time. I will wail it all until most, if not all, of the gashes will be alleviated. Perhaps when my break from work is over, I will be able to bounce back and restore my guts to face the world again.