Sometimes I don't want to talk about what is bothering me... Sometimes I just want a hug... Someone who will let me cry...


March 1, 2012

FOR MY LITTLE ANGEL

we learned that i was pregnant a day before jon's flight to sydney. he was hesitant to leave because we're not married, he knew my pregnancy will cause me troubles in my profession. but i don't give a damn if i would lose everything. from that moment it was confirmed, thats all that matters to me. and i was so proud i'll be a mom. but one morning i woke up i was bleeding. i lost my baby already. i felt my world stopped, i almost gone insane.
it was the most painful experience that i've ever had. each day i'm trying to be strong but deep inside me i know the sadness will never go away. i will forever grieve for my little angel... but i love you so much baby, i want you to rest in peace.. see you in heaven!
i'm always listening to this song, because if ever i would meet in heaven my little angel i'm wishing he/she knows even just my name.. all i want is to hear he/she calls me MOMMY RIZZA.