It is ironic.. The man who once neglected me is boosting my spirit to go on at this point someone closed his door to me.. San ka pa, he is proposing.. My god! Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko nung una.. Pero siguro we really have that connection na kahit anu mang gusot na nangyari noon, we are still comfortable with each other..
Noon, halos gumuho na ang mundo ko dahil sa kanya pero ngayon he is the reason bakit nagagawa ko pa ding tumawa in spite of the heart-breaking turn.. You know why? Because he made me feel na I’ve been a part of his life at may space pa din ako.. I’m still worthy..
He is still the man I knew.. The tall, dark and army and the one who broke my heart.. hehe.. But I’ve learned.. I’ve grown.. I’ve outgrown those days I was so damn inlove with him.. Tapos na ang mga araw ng pagkagawa ng mga “wild” na bagay..
If I will let him in again, bilang isang kaibigan na lang.. I won’t deny na iba ‘yung pakiramdam ko ngayon. Masaya ako na parang nakatagpo na naman ako ng sparring-partner, partner-in-crime, buddy, bestfriend..
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