i was surprised by a call.. suddenly, na-boost na naman ang spirit ko.. knowing that he still remembers me, enough reason to bounce back.. hehe:)
it's almost a year since i've been trying to live my life with some spaces in my life empty.. sabay-sabay silang nawala.. i even asked god bakit ganun, he had not given me a fight.. biglaan lahat.. at wala akong nagawa.. hindi ko nakaya 'yung mga nangyari.. nag-cracked talaga 'ko.. and no one was there.. can you imagine those days na ayoko ng gumising.. hindi ko alam how i would get up from everything and move on.. 'yung mga sick-call chuva ko, charing lang talaga lahat.. ayoko lang talagang lumabas.. hindi ko na kasi alam ang gagawin ko.. inis na inis ako sa sarili ko kasi kung kailan ako tumanda tsaka ako naging ganun ka-helpless..
but really, there is always a time for healing.. i've said this before, that's the only assurance we can get from our experiences.. siguro god let this day happen na din kasi i've already learned to step on acceptance level.. even i am not completely healed but hopefully very soon, i'll get there.. konting panahon pa..
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