GOODBYE

Wasn’t prepared on what I’ve discovered yesterday.. After all, it still hurts me.. I won’t deny that.. but instead of hating them, I chose to be happy for them..
This is maybe the day I’ve been waiting to come.. the day I will fully accept the hopelessness.. the day I know I have to face my own life.. and dream again, for myself..

PIOLO

the only regret that i must admit i have, the last time i was in his arms, i should have hugged him tighter and longer.. because today, when i look back at those times he was with me, i could only hold on to what i had with him..

BE THERE

in spite of my unpredictable mood, in times of crisis, you wouldn't have to ask, i am more than willing to do whatever i could just to reach out.. i couldn't sleep if i won't express this stupid thing about "SOME" people who are so inconsiderate, insensitive, feeling V.I.P. and NEVER MIND! i don't want to be mean, because i am not a good person either..

masama lang ang loob ko.. pero sabagay kung hindi bukal sa loob mo ang paggawa ng kahit na konting bagay "lang" para sa ibang tao, mas mabuti ngang 'wag mo ng gawin.. wala ding saysay.. enough for this piece.. baka madaming sumama ang loob sa katotohang hindi pala uso sa kanila ang malasakit sa kapwa.. hanggang daldal lang.. hanggang kayabangan lang..

PLASTIK

you should congratulate me, i was able to manage my temper the whole day.. i chose to be silent.. because i know myself.. gulo lang..

i really hate dealing with people who wear a mask.. pero sabagay, siguro nga, it's just a matter of INDIVIDUAL DIFFERENCES..

thank god i've got friends who keep on making me feel cool.. who are always there rescuing me.. trying to instill a good heart in me even i can't be a nice person most of the time..

SIR JOEY

naalala ko lang siya kahapon at kanina kasi nababanggit ni Nimrod 'yung MTV.. bugok!!!
'yung ginawa ko sa CLSU, sa guest house.. nung nag-training kami sa PCOS machine..
umusok ang ilong niya wahaha:)
alam ko na hinding-hindi niya din ako makakalimutan.. ako lang ang bukod tanging nangahas na pasakitin ang ulo niya..out of 40, 2 lang ang tama ko sa written test..

"HINDI 'TO NAGBASA, HINDI 'TO NAGBASA", 'yan 'yung paulit-ulit niyang sinabi after icheck 'yung papel ko at kinakausap na ko nung comelec representative, hindi malaman ang gagawin.. gusto na kong dalin sa ospital kasi sinasabi nila na masama lang ang pakiramdam ko.. pero deep inside, natatawa na ko.. hehe:) nice 'di ba? ganun ako kabait..

FYI, nagbasa ko! may sumpong lang ako.. may sapi.. kaya ako nanadya.. nambwisit..

well, paminsan-minsan hindi naman masamang maiba naman ang takbo ng buhay.. hindi puro kaseryosohan at pagpapanggap.. boring! paminsan-minsan dapat gumawa din tayo ng kababalaghan.. at dapat handa din silang maka-encounter ng mga may konte, gaya ko hehe:)

gusto ko lang pasayahin ang sarili ko.. nakakabugnot na kasing mula kahapon wala akong matinong tulog at naghihintay sa wala.. nag-uutuan na lang kami sa ACA.. naggagaguhan.. nagpipikunan..

'yun na nga lang ang konsolasyon, madami kaming nag-iingay.. hindi na din masyadong nakakainip ang paglipas ng maghapong pagkaasar sa ewan.. hay naku..

LEAVING YESTERDAY BEHIND