i was planning to have a short hair when i went there in lacson last friday..
my nanay didn't agree with the idea.. she said "lalo lang mahihirapan ang mga lalaking isiping babae ka.."
hmp.. i'm still thinking about it..
just wish i'll have a very busy life ahead so the idea won't succeed..
i'm not afraid to look unpretty.. i am used to with what i am..
but i don't know if that will help me from letting go..
what happened, somehow, has impact inside..
i'm just trying to ignore it..
using different defense mechanisms to avoid the emptiness..
that was one of the toughest decisions i made in my life..
but it's the only way i knew to see myself better..
things already happened..
too late to save the lost time..
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