My fairy tale has ended today.. my fantasies died.. but i know I've got to move on and even if I couldn't let go that soon, at least, I should try..
All these years, I've tried to be the girl that he deserves, sad to say, i just couldn't be enough for him.. I may not be one of the best women in the world but i am neither one of the worst.. sabagay, 'eto lang kasi ako.. hindi ako maganda at sexy.. one of the ordinary faces you may see.. and i have nothing to offer.. hindi ako mayaman.. simpleng tao lang ako.. hindi pa matalino..
One day, I know even if I am not deserving, I will be loved by someone who could see my worth.. even I am only what I am.. even i am nothing.. Because I realized, LOVE is given without any condition.. Am I right?
STRONGER? Perhaps.. I wish.. This is a heart breaking turn for me.. And I have to be brave enough to embrace all the discomfort it will cause me.. I need to continue my life even without those things and people that mean so much to me.. I won't need a friend or anyone to help me at this point of weakness.. This is my personal battle.. It's only me who can allow myself to overcome this despair i am going through..
What makes me feel better at this instance, it gives me the reason to dream higher and bigger for myself.. I pray that God will heal all the wounds inside me in a short time.. I can only ask his comfort because i know it's only him who could understand the pain i feel right now.. I am leaving everything on his hand tonight and hope that when i wake up the next day, i will be fine, somehow..
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