sometimes, i want to quit.. but i know, quitting won't end our struggles.. at this point, we can only depend on each other.. i want to cry.. but crying would only make me weak.. i don't want to be weak.. i badly needed to be at my strongest.. for them.. all the time..
i was telling my sister a while ago about my plans after my responsibility in AL.. i don't want to leave, work abroad, but if this is the only way i could somehow ease our every day burden, i will embrace a life away from them even if that would mean like dying..
i can't share this to anyone because i don't need other people's pity.. we are really really down.. but we strive to survive on our own..
the hardest part on what we are facing right now, papa needs us, he needs our moral support.. but we don't know how we can make him feel that we are just here for him..
i know this is one of those times our faith is tested.. i am praying the wheel of life will turn and put us on the up side very soon.. we need help, lord..sorry to question you, why is it like this all our life? i just need some answers from all these distress we are going through..
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