Sometimes I don't want to talk about what is bothering me... Sometimes I just want a hug... Someone who will let me cry...


June 5, 2010

Lovelife

i don't have it for two years.. very dull? no.. i may be single, but my life is not empty.. i am happy.. i am contented on how my life goes on each day.. hmmp.. i have my family and friends.. and of course, my job.. i have the kids who give me the sense of direction..

sabi lang ni V, sharing your life with someone else is another level of happiness.. to the highest level?!
ang sagot ko naman, "hindi ko kailangan ng logbook sa mga activities ko".. hehe:)

the problem is, HINDI NGA AKO MAINLOVE-INLOVE.. some of my closest friends are already questioning my identity.. may nagagandahan daw ba akong girl.. shit 'di ba?

sige CONFESS! CONFESS! gusto ko lang patunayan na GIRL na GIRL 'to noh! hindi lang talaga ako girly type..
sometimes, i envy those i am seeing anywhere with someone who holds their hands.. i wish, someone is holding my hand, too..
sometimes, i envy those girls whose phones are ringing because someone is calling and texting them just to say I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU, TAKE CARE, blablabla.. i wish, there is also someone out there, who will do it all to me, too..
sometimes, i wish there is someone who will remember to give me flowers just to make me feel i am special to him..
sometimes, i wish to go to church with someone who will sit beside me while i am praying..
sometimes, i wish when i go to park, someone is walking with me, or playing badminton with me..
sometimes, i wish there is someone who will hold me, at my lowest and happiest moments.. i wish there is someone who will listen to my dreams and fears..
i really wish to be happy with someone and i wish that someone is happy to be with me, too..

there are waiting and willing but i am not a fool to force myself to like or get whoever is available or volunteering just to have someone who will do all those favors for me..

i am not a hopeless case.. and no one will be a hopeless case.. we don't need to be in a hurry.. or feel desperate.. because i strongly believe that things will fall into place in god's time..
just in case, we are destined to be single forever, so be it.. we can still be happy.. LIFE IS WHAT WE MAKE IT.. with or without a LOGBOOK hehe:)

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