BROKEN. . . . . .

there will be time that you would feel the pieces of yourself are scattered in unknown places...honestly, i don't think i could still carry out the fight i've been trying to win for so many years... it's not because my courage is no longer that intact... you know even everything is uncertain i'm still willing to get myself there... it's just that one day, the realization suddenly appeared that i'm not getting any younger... there are ideas that make me confuse... things that i have never pictured to myself... and i am not sure if i would take the chance to go for it or just let it go...