i still clearly remember the day we were walking at the street of zone 4, he was hugging me and asking me to go back to him.... it was the last... the real end between us... the saddest.... the most memorable... the last moment i felt that somehow he did love me, too...
i know i've outgrown those days i was so damn in love with him... i was able to forget and forgive him for everything... but trusting became harder.. i admit the side effect of his game affects me until now.. or i just knew i can rely on my instinct.. i feel as if another soldier is going to conquer my spirit again... and i won't let that happen... those are the reasons why i am disregarding the chance, "to be deserving".. because it is the only way i could guard myself from the replay of the past...
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