for a long time, i have been trying to consider the relationship instead of burying everything that we had to nothing... i have always left my door open because for me he is a family... for me... yes, it was only me who thought about us on that way... only me to blame...
i should have cried when he chose to close his door to me... i should have breakdown... maybe, i am too tired bridging the differences... too tired believing that i am not alone in all of my battle... 'cause the truth is, he is no longer there for me.. but it's not my lost... i have loved truly and deeply.. and it will always be worth it... i have never regret anything or anyone in my life...
people come and go... people love me, leave me, hate me, hurt me.. but i still live my life in spite of all... i move on... i forgive... i may not forget but when i remember, i remember how i've been happy and how i've been a better and stronger person because of them...
i don't want to say goodbye... i will grow old without you but i will never outgrow you as a part of me... you will always be in my heart... thank you for everything...
i should have cried when he chose to close his door to me... i should have breakdown... maybe, i am too tired bridging the differences... too tired believing that i am not alone in all of my battle... 'cause the truth is, he is no longer there for me.. but it's not my lost... i have loved truly and deeply.. and it will always be worth it... i have never regret anything or anyone in my life...
people come and go... people love me, leave me, hate me, hurt me.. but i still live my life in spite of all... i move on... i forgive... i may not forget but when i remember, i remember how i've been happy and how i've been a better and stronger person because of them...
i don't want to say goodbye... i will grow old without you but i will never outgrow you as a part of me... you will always be in my heart... thank you for everything...
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