didnt expect a call to comfirm about tom... my head was aching the whole day and that's because i am hesitant to answer... there is a part of me that says GO and there is a side that says NO... even though i already filed form-6 and i am free to go, i am still confused.. but anyway, i would like to thank mam adjie for being understanding, she never turned me down when i asked her if i could leave tom...
i know i have to make decision now and it's why not? i will do this because it is the only way i could show them that i do appreciate their kindness to me... i know i am not a nice person but they still welcome me... and it's a very rare chance to be admitted gladly as if you are a part of other's family... wheowww... that's another level, to the highest level... and maybe it will make me at peace to do what i could do to make him happy as he face again his life on board... even it sounds completely silly, for the sake of friendship..
after that day... i'll move on... that's life... how many goodbyes i had face all my life? this is not new to me... after all, it's not the end that matters in any relationship, it's the moments you spend time together... it's the care that you give to one another... amen!
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