Sometimes I don't want to talk about what is bothering me... Sometimes I just want a hug... Someone who will let me cry...


September 26, 2010

Sweet 24:)

forever sweet of course hehe... just happy.. one of the reasons why i'm happy, because you know, everybody knows, i decided to get myself out of the forever single list... but to tell you honestly, i'm not expecting anything from him now that he is away... if he will come back, that's good, if he won't (THAT'S BETTER, FIND ANOTHER LOL), it's okay... Sabi ko nga 'yung huling hinatid ko sa airport hindi na 'ko binalikan, iba ang binalikan hehe... well, it's already buried in the past... i know it's unfair to compare him to my Xs so with all due respect i'll obey him not to think negatively... he is different... ours is different from what i had with the men i've loved before LOL... so as much as i can, i will keep my mind free from worries and doubts.. to make our relationship at peace while we are living happily separated hehe:)

a friend told me i've changed... "MATURED NA"... hmppp... i am not aware hehe... Maybe... i rarely use my tantrums to get what i want or do what pleases me... i am now conscious about the side effects of my moves... because of the people around me that i respect and give their trust to me... sometimes i see myself talking and acting differently, very far from the problem child you used to know... not convinced? why, don't i have the right to grow? hehe:) give me a chance, will you?

i know as i grow older, things will be harder... and that sometimes, i will get to the point of quitting, but one thing i'll assure you, i will bounce back... i've met a lot of obstacles upon reaching this age... i've had lots of discouragements and disappointments... i've had my heart broken, always... i've been hurt... i've cried... i've been lost for so many times... but if you would ask me if i have any regret or is there anything that i would like to edit in my life, my answer is none... everything that happened was the pieces that made me the person that i am now...  better and stronger...


now, let me take this chance to acknowledge and give my unwavering love and respect to those people who mean so much to me... that without them, i know all these things that i am saying won't be possible... thank you! thank you for everything... forgive me if i won't make this long... i am sleepy already hehe:)

happy birthday to me tomorrow... drink! DRINK! drink!

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