LOST

it's been so long... here i go again, no one to run... but here... i want to say i am fine... but it is the biggest lie i would say right now... it breaks my heart that i couldn't fight what i have here inside me... i never let anyone know about it... too damn scared to admit it even to my own self... yeah it's raining inside me... and it's killing me softly... i don't know what i would do to stop it... when you let someone become an important part of your life, i learned you will never be the same once they are gone... i want to say i love him... hayyyy..... FINALLY, i've said it... and maybe goodbye as well, 'cause he's leaving soon... and i wish will be fine then and never break down...