now that i've learned to forgive, there would never be room for regrets.. like the other turning point in my life, i am considering it as a learning experience... i am more at peace to leave it on that way... besides even if that person caused a huge damage inside me, i could never forget the way he made my life different... the way i've been happy in his arms...
sometimes, loving may not go the way we want it, but at least we are given a chance to share our life with other people... it may be devastating... it may be distressing... because it is the only we can completely grasp its meaning... its purpose... and its consequence...
it must be the most painful thing that ever happened to me, but he will always be special to me for once in my life, i have loved him so much... and now, i want a total closure about us... not because i want to forget him... because i have to.. to set myself free... i want to be able to love again... be happy again... without wondering about him anymore...
so this is it... really it... goodbye, pare...
I cried and I'm happy for you.
ReplyDeleteHayz, Oh.. why your words still makes me cry but it gives me hope. You are God's angel who made my day right now. Yeah.... I will try to forgive and set my self free from hatred. Salamat kaibigan. Salamat