madaming bagay/tao sa paligid na hindi kanais-nais...
nakakabugnot... nakakabagot... nakakapagod...
kung may mga nagpapasaya sa 'kin sa ngayon... isa 'tong batang 'to...
maingay siya... makulit... malikot... lagi ko siyang pinapagalitan...
pero hindi pa din siya napapagod na kausapin ako, lapitan at siguro mahalin, dahil teacher niya 'ko...
at siguro din, dahil naniniwala siya sa 'kin... he enjoys talking to me... sharing his thoughts with me...
honestly, i love listening to kids stories... kahit walang sense para sa 'ting matatanda... i love hearing them talk and talk and talk about anything that mean nothing but means a lot to them... i appreciate their effort to get close to me 'cause there are only few people who got the guts to stand my attitude problem...
wheow! what's this about? what's going on? anong problema ko bakit parang may sarili akong mundo lately? hindi ko alam... hindi ko maintindihan...
someone just called me a while ago and the words i uttered repeatedly, MAY SASABIHIN KA PA BA?
so mean... and it doesn't feel great...
i knew, he needs me... but i can't be there... and i knew i'm being so cruel...
kahit isipin kong may kanya-kanya namang buhay ang bawat tao, bakit gano'n, parang hindi pwedeng wala na 'kong pakialam sa kanila...
ang hirap...
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