WEDDING BELLS

when i first saw their pics and learned that soon, very soon, they're going to be tied on each other forever, i won't deny there was a cut that i felt inside me... and since that day, i've been acting strange and i couldn't share about it to anyone even here 'cause i don't really know how i would express the disappointment.. oh i guess, it's not an issue anymore, i could handle it on my own... if you would ask me why i am disappointed, do i still have that feeling as before, NO... but yes, i won't deny that there was a part of me wishing i would be like her, someday... that's it... hahaha=( that hurts... so bad... the other story was recalled... i felt a part of me died and i don't know if time will come, i could revive it again... i know, i don't have the right to feel bitter... maybe i still hoped that somehow, somewhere, things would still work out for us but now i have to face it that it's impossible to happen... i should let go and move on with my life... anyway, seeing the happiness on their faces is enough for me to be happy for them... i wish them the best... and i hope one day, i'll be able to find what's meant for me, too... and when he comes, i'll be happier with my life...