if i'm not mistaken, this is our seventh week devoting every wed to god... they say when you do such sacrifice, you want to ask something from him... at first, mam judy and i only wanted to thank him for saving us on that incident in front of former melanios.. then as we continue doing this, i have been asking him to heal someone... whatever reason i have for doing this, only god understands..
yesterday, i couldn't help it.. i pm cherryflor... the single word sent means desperation... i grew up away from the world around me... i used to build a link that never allow anyone to enter my life... and the only person i knew who is not afraid to dissolve that link is my bestfriend, stit... sorry... it was the only way i see to comfort myself... i cannot talk about this to anyone 'cause i keep on denying it... i never let them perceive the real thing inside me... i should be proud about it... brag it to the whole wide world... but it is something that i don't want to admit even to my own self..
whatever this thing that bothers me, it will pass... i have gone this way for so many times... i am too strong to let this defeat me... just in case this may scar me deeper than before, i know i can hold on to life's always assurance that time does change how things used to be... ^-^
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