CONGRATULATIONS!

We lose ourselves when we compromise the very ideals that we fight to defend.. 

And we honor those ideals by upholding them not when it's easy, but when it is hard.. 

-OBAMA

i was made very devastated.. don't know if i am being too idealistic, "praning", or only influenced by many autistic people kaya ako nagkakaganito..
i intend to be a disappointment for them, but would you believe that i am more disappointed on how they look at things, important things that we must consider when you are being tested by circumstances.. Would you set aside your principles just to conform?
gano'n daw kasi ang kalakaran sa lipunang 'to.. if you would go against the flow, you will be marked as PASAWAY.. if your ideas are different from the rest, you will be considered matigas ang ulo or OUT OF THIS WORLD.. just to fit in, you will forget everything??? 

Today, i learned that there is only one "V" that I would know in my life.. The great great IVY GRACE JUAN-CAUZON whom I always try to look at every educator I meet on where I am right now.. For three years, I have not seen someone who is like her.. 'yung kayang tumayo, manindigan, hindi takot magsalita at hindi papayag na magpa-api na lang kung nasa katwiran.. no matter what it takes..

Ayoko ng pahabain pa.. NO USE.. USELESS.. NONSENSE.. ONLY A WASTE OF TIME.. Hindi din naman maaabot ng pang-unawa ng madami ang ibig kong sabihin..

Just one thing.. Sabi nga ni Lualhati Bautista, ituwid natin ang paliwanag na hindi natin matanggap..

Tumambay muna ko sa office ni Papa before I went home.. At the end of this day, there's only one person I need to get the SYMPATHY.. i know no matter how bad i have made myself today, he will never condemn me..his only concern is if i am okay..

i am okay.. and i will be okay giving myself the chance to make a difference.. seeing him is enough to get my spirit recharge to go! go! go!..