I already sent the message to "gori" before i realized that it was quite offensive.. ipamukha ba kasing itsura pa lang niya matatawa ka na.. SMILE:) but just the same, no guilt feeling after reading his response kasi sinupladuhan niya lang din naman ako.. what's new? siya lang naman kasi ang malapit na pwedeng harrassin..
stress free life is impossible at this point.. 30 days before the end for this school year, the pressure is thrice.. FOR ME.. not that we are loaded of reports and forms for checking.. because of my goal concerning the kids.. plus some IRRATIONAL and INCONSIDERATE parents are causing us troubles.. ya, that explains the NEED to see old friends.. need some spirit RESCUE.. i am a line away to blowing my temper.. hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan ko pa kakayaning makapagpasensiya.. baka SUMPUNGIN ako bigla, umiral ang pagiging AUTISTIC ko.. tsk.. tsk.. CANNOT BE.. problema 'yon sigurado.. iniisip ko na lang na sobrang bait ng principal namin, kaya natututo akong MAHIYA, kahit pa'no.. SEE, may exceptions ang pagiging OUT OF THIS WORLD ko.. infairness, marunong siyang RUMESPETO sa DAMDAMIN namin.. kaya nakakakonsensiyang gumawa ng krimen.. THAT'S ALL:)
maybe i should start packing my things.. for a GRAND VACATION.. hehe:)
sobrang katinuan na ang ginawa ko for a few months.. ni-reserve ko talaga lahat ng energy ko sa mga adventures this summer.. i deserve a BIG BREAK..
i didn't bother to sit on my table the whole day kahit nag-blackout.. nagturo pa din ako kahit biniro din ako ni mam irene na 'wag na muna 'kong magturo.. tsaka ko na lang ililigpit ang mga KALAT na lang do'n sa table ko..
ewan.. i feel very different.. there are things still not done, but i am not sinking anymore.. maybe i just learned to be more willing.. to LET GO..
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