Tanong ko sa isang kaibigan.. Sabi kasi niya, akala ko puro work na lang palagi ang inaatupag mo.. Sabi nga niya, "alam kong malungkot ka"..
Honestly, a lot of things make me feel bad.. Pero 42 na bata ang responsibilidad kong turuan araw-araw.. Kaya lagi ko na lang iniisip ‘yung sa FISH PHILOSOPHY in one of the trainings I attended during my Jollibee days, CHOOSE YOUR ATTITUDE.. My spirit is always in low mode but I have to give my hardest to keep my focus intact.. Pwede akong hindi magpapasok at daanin sa inom ang lahat pero ayoko silang pabayaan.. Sila na lang ang nagbibigay ng direksiyon sa ‘kin.. Kaya ibinubuhos ko na lang sa trabaho KUNG ANO MAN ANG NANDITO SA LOOB KO..
I made my decision just this day.. the last day of filing for NPC app.. I spent the whole day crying silently for letting this chance of going after my dream just passed by..
Alam kong magiging mahirap ‘to para sa ‘kin.. Pero wala naman akong magawa.. I can only blog the weakness I am going through..
I won’t forget this day.. I will always remember those days I am lost but certain about where I wanted to be.. Even at this weakest moment, I am still keeping my faith that I would make it someday.. Hinding-hindi ko isusuko ‘yung pangarap ko hanggang alam kong may pagkakataon pa ‘kong lumaban.. Kailangan ko lang munang itabi ang lahat sa ngayon..
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