BESTMAN

remember the text message about a bride who is sad on her wedding day because she is not marrying the best man? HAHA... wala lang... naisip ko lang..

i was asking chris a while ago, the man i thought was best for me, to be my bestman probably by next year {ilusyon!} just find it amusing to tease ayie or chris who were once involved with me romantically, to be my bestman when i decided to get married... HAHA... funny! never thought the men who broke my heart before are my comforter now... i share my happiness with them, and maybe my sadness, at the same time... well, it only proves one thing, TIME DOES HEAL...and the best thing is, we remain BEST OF FRIENDS... isn't it ironic? don't you think? hehe:) ALANIS!!! 

MARRIAGE??? oh nooooo!!! i am still young... i am not yet ready... as of this time, i just want to go after my dream... don't stop me, please... it doesn't matter if i won't succeed... what's important to me is, i never lose hope... and i do everything that i could to reach it...

i want to change my priorities... i want to just stay where i am right now... teacher forever... be just like everyone else i know... but i can't... yeah, i want to have my own family someday, be a wife, be called mommy, but not now... sorry to say this, it's not all that i wish to be in my life... ayie was wrong for saying, IBA 'YUNG MAY PAMILYA KA, MAY DIREKSYON... yeah, right... talking about direction, does he have it? tsk.. tsk... tsk... i don't mean to deride about his status or condition... i just hate the implication of his words that i am heading the wrong way for staying single... and what is the right way anyway? live in complications? no, thanks! i'm still sane...