when i heard about their number, i wanted to walk out and go home.. but i couldn't leave party girl alone there so no choice, got to stay and watch them perform.. same feeling as before-- disgust, disappointment and boredom... i am not saying this because of hate.. yes, for a long time, i didn't bother to talk about what they've stolen from us because i knew god sees them all... besides, what we have formed now belongs to other's credit... as much as i wanted to feel bitter about it, i find it fair enough that we've been all dumped.. isn't that a good joke of life? what do you think?
it all started when i refused to favor them about the ground pres... because of so many issues... and most of all, the differences.. but to everybody's surprised, she had initiated to wave... to save her pride i supposed... but the conflicts didn't end there... in any institution, there are termites who wouldn't stop until everything will be off to destruction... no use to detail all the incidents that confronted us... that time, all i care about is how i could defend someone i always thought a friend to me, so sad, maling-mali ako...
anyway, things happened... despite of all, that friend i am talking about, we are still friends, in calling... whenever she needs me, she knows where to find me... she remains one of the persons i look up to so much, somehow, because i could never erase the fact that i have learned a lot from her... from being a corner-girl to moving in the wide circle of plasticness... that's okay anyway... at least i have experienced some ups and outs of the grim world down there...
it is really true, it's hard to find true friends in this world... so better guard yourself at all times... no regrets, as always... i already junk the sad and bad memories i had with them... but of course, the good times we had shared will always be treasured... toss? ^-^
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