Pakiramdam ko binoycott nila ‘ko.. nakakafrustrate.. hindi ko inexpect na gano’n ‘yung mangyayari.. hindi ko napaghandaan.. i anticipated that it would go smoothly.. para silang na-possess.. nag-wild bigla.. at nabigla talaga ‘ko.. sobra..
Pero sabagay naisip ko din, what is wrong in seeing the worst situation? It’s not right to misled them with pretensions.. It’s not fair to get VS or even S rating because I deserve N.I. on what happened.. i just want to do what i should do in the most effective way i could..
maybe i can try again my best next time.. kung meron pang next time.. this unexpected outcome of observation failed me to see myself fully on this field.. nakakadisappoint kasi i'm almost there.. 'yung tanggap ko na i am meant to be here in teaching.. pero this day pushed me one step backward.. and i'm afraid i might get to changing my mind for trying my hardest to live with all these mess.. if that day will happen, i would go back to where i really wanted to devote my whole life..
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